Pound of Bricks

I really need to rant.

The past few weeks have been a roller coaster that I don't want to be on.

It started with me breaking up with Xander, who I've been dating for almost 2 years now. Then, I started flirting with others and my friends were trying to set me up with some guys. I ended up going on a date but I'm 7 years younger than the guy.

And now, I'm getting hit with a pound of bricks because I miss Xander. I miss being in a relationship. Especially with a guy who appreciates me.

What I miss the most, sadly to say, is the kissing. The comfort in it. The thought of someone wanting you.

And now its gone. And I'm stuck not knowing what to do.